The Answer

It's very true how worldly things don't bring security :)

There's been this temptation for me to find my security in my accomplishments, striving for goal after goal in an attempt to subconsciously find my self-worth in what I do, what grades I attain, what job offers I receive.

And so while recruiting season is now over, I supposed life would be smooth-sailing after this, that my worries would drastically reduce, and that life would be a bliss. But today at church I found myself worrying about smaller things, about how I'm going to manage my time from now on, about how to pick up some of the pieces I've neglected during the busyness of recruiting. And I struggled because I couldn't focus on God amidst this quagmire of anxiety and restlessness, over really minute idiotic things that I shouldn't be concerned about.

Haha but as usual God reminds me to trust when I'm despairing. And He answered me with this song :)

I have found the answer is to love You and be loved by You alone.

i've tried more of me
and i've come up dry
trading You for things
things that go away
my happiness is found in less
of me and more of You
my happiness is found in less
of me and more of You

i have found the answer is
to love You and be loved by You alone
alright! alright! alright!
You crucify me and the world to me
and i will only boast in You
alright! alright! alright!

i'm so satisfied
at the thought of You
growing up in me
covering everything
my happiness is found in less
of me and more of You
my happiness is found in less
of me and more of You